When I was little there was a place where I could go to hide from the pain. It was a room in my childhood church that upon entering it, it entered me and all suffering fell away. It was a magical room filled with golden light and large floating stones that I loved to climb. I would leap from one to the next, sometimes needing to reach one by pulling myself up. At the top was pure gold energy and my friend was always waiting for me. He wore a white flowing robe and his face was free of lines yet he had long white hair and a long white beard. His eyes were full of love and they seemed to be all the colors at once. We never spoke but we communicated just the same. I loved him and I knew he loved me unconditionally.
One day I was walking through my church when a glimmer of light struck my eye and I thought of my special room. At that moment I realized it was a dream, that it wasn’t “real” and so I never had the dream again.
It was over 20 years later that the memory came full circle. I was attending an Akashic Records training. The Akashic records are a way to communicate with our guides and Angels and it’s a vibrational record of every particle of existence and all possibilities. Those who read the records usually are communicating through the senses, though there are some that feel like they actually enter an angelic-like library or read from scrolls. Most however are seeing, hearing, feeling and sometimes just knowing the messages that are coming from the Akasha.
During my own training when my teacher had us open our own Akashic records for the first time, I was both nervous and excited. As I said the ceremony to open the records I could feel energy moving through me, I was hot and tingly and I could feel my heart expanding as I felt waves of love coming to me. Then my teacher instructed us to have one of our guides step forward and suddenly there he was.
My childhood friend.
The man from the golden room.
He was real, the room had been real, and I once again had a place to go, this time to heal the pain. While most talk about the Akashic records as a place for divine guidance and answers, it is also a great healing modality full of unconditional love from our spirit team. Each of us even have our own personal Akashic Healing room that we can visit to be worked on energetically. When I broke my foot the doctors told me I would need to be off it completely for 4 weeks and then in a boot for another 4 – 6 weeks. I gave my foot reiki and I also let my guides work on it in my healing space.
I was lying in bed while they worked on it and I felt movement in my foot, it was hot, pulsating and it felt like little shocks of electricity were moving throughout it. I was amazed at the sensations and felt so much gratitude as they continued to work their magic. After four weeks the doctor x-rayed it and was amazed to find out that it was completely healed.
What has amazed me more than anything though is the amount of love, support, and guidance the Akashic records have offered me to help heal my past trauma. They are the most infinitely loving space holders who have shown me how to offer past life regression, inner child reconnection and healing, trauma healing, lineage clearing and more, both for myself and others. Through the expansion that the Akasha offers I was able to free myself of the pain prisons I had been in since I was an abused little girl. They helped me to feel what needed to be felt, to find understanding from within, and helped me reach a level of forgiveness I didn’t know was possible. Through the love of the akasha my own love has expanded. I went from actively hating myself to really valuing and loving myself, and my life. And my capacity to love others and hold space has grown as well.
One of my favorite sessions was with a kind lady who complained that she had throat chakra issues and told me she couldn’t raise her voice. Literally she couldn’t scream or yell in either pleasure or pain. When I opened her records I saw her in a past life as a child. She was in a makeshift crib and she was starving, angry and was screaming at the top of her lungs. The uncle who was watching her got so frustrated that he stuffed a rag in her mouth and she suffocated and died. During the session the guides helped me to perform a past life regression. They had me guide her to that moment, to pick the baby up, take the rag out and feed and console her. We let the baby voice her anger and upset over what happened. And we showed her that she didn’t have to stay in that trauma anymore. That she could move on. After the session my client had her full voice back.
Another amazing healing session was with a very skinny woman who had stage four breast cancer and was about to be hospitalized because she couldn’t get out of bed. As soon as I entered her Akashic records I saw a gold circle frame with a black and white picture of a woman in it. When I told my client what I was seeing she started to cry and told me the picture was in her daughter’s room and that it was her mother in the picture. The Akasha then showed me that the cancer was connected to guilt that she was carrying around her relationship with her mother. Through the records mother and daughter were able to have a conversation and she let go of the guilt and the cancer receded.
In my own life the akashic records have not only helped me heal my past trauma and what I brought in with me, they’ve expanded me in so many ways. Being in relationship with the Akasha has helped me touch my infinity. I have found that the more that I know my infinity and realize that this life is just one page in an infinite book, the easier it is to deal with life’s pitfalls. The Akashic Records are more than just a tool for insight. They are a living field of love, filled with support, wisdom, and profound healing. Anyone can learn to read the records, to come into conversation with their guides and Angels. And within them, we each have a space—a golden room—where we are always held, always loved, and always free to return.
Written by Guide Nia Tracey
Reiki Master. Akashic Records. Meditation. Past Life Regression. Theta Healing.
